there is a chinese saying that goes something like 'no fight, no friends'. it means getting to know a person with an initialized fight (among warriors).
well, things haven't been going smoothly for me the past few days. nobody understand the difficulties i was going through, except dear. it was really stressful. i wish i could just walk away... i have been preparing myself for the worst already, especially today... dear was there with me, not physically but 'cyber-ly'. i broke the record for going into the conference four times, thirty minutes each. verdict? well, i got an insight to the operations of the company by the insides. do i have to know all these? i am a programmer, not somebody in the marketing & sales department or the administrative department. i wasn't supposed to know. then why make the fuss? well, because i care about my job. i do not wish to do things which are potentially harmful to myself and jeopardize my position. however, thanks to the fuss, i've finally come to a consensus with the heads of sales, i.t. and h.r departments. at least i now know that i am recognized and appreciated. although i feel better, i am keeping my fingers crossed. as always, we must take everything with a pinch of salt.
today marks the sixth anniversary of enlistment to national service. thirteen of june two thousand and one is the date i shaved my head in front of a company of men! looking back, i've gone through many many ups and downs. i'm getting older... and wiser.
*damn* ict coming next month.
thank you, dear.
signed, ah lim.
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